freedom is something i can only glance at when i look at the night sky

the night sky gives me a sense of calm i cant get elsewhere

i dont want to hurt other people

yet sometimes the urge is strong, so strong it makes me ill

its awful, and i realize that. i dont like thinking the way i do

it gives me a profound sense of guilt that i can never seem to shake off

i want to get rid of it, but its part of me now

the pain i have brought onto myself, and the pain others have brought onto me have become permanently woven into my entire being

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